Father God... through having
accepted myself to Be One Who was created in Your image ... but not
living according to Your will... I reached out to You
acknowledging my impure heart and repented for not obeying my conscience
according to what I truly believe is Your better plan. With a heart
filled with faith in the possibility of You and all which is good .... I
asked that You empower me to overcome that which hinders me from Becoming Who
You created Me to Be as Your daughter.... as the bride of Christ.... as a new
creation through... and hid in Christ.... a mystery revealed.
Initially when I humbled
myself and turned to You for forgiveness and empowerment to Be
Who You created Me to Be.... basically You responded, "Your
forgiven.... You are empowered through the Spirit of My Only Begotten
Son... Jesus Christ... Who will lead You into all truth and
holiness... offering a intimate relationship with Me as Your loving father
and Him as your betrothed.... as family." It could have been as
simple as that... yet a part of who I was ...
found this hard to believe and comprehend beyond a surface level.... the
limitations of my mind kept attempting to get in the way. Internal
battles of doubt and confusion which sometimes plagued me after this ...
grieved me deeply .... it was during such times of inner turmoil You
reminded me I was given a pure heart upon asking and
receiving Your heart in exchange for my own .... upon surrendering
myself completely to Your eternal purposes... enabling me to
trust in Your will ... receiving forgiveness ... love... eternal life
as One reconciled with peace and joy to You through Your graciously
manifested... unmerited love and mighty power.
During such seasons... You gave
me an awareness that You were developing the qualities of a pure
heart within me through my daily struggles and Our Spiritual union and
communion.... our communications together. You caused me to comprehend there
was no condemnation meant through any of this ... extending Your
compassion and mercy in ever increasing ways... and deeper understandings. You
made me aware these fiery trials and tribulations were burning out
of me... the nature within me which was impure... a nature which had previously infected
me with preconditioned ways of being and perceiving... thinking
... through false concepts... interpretations... perspectives... and limited
understandings. You assure me.... lies.... illusions... false judgments... expectations....
projections... fears... presumptions.... condemnation...
vain traditions of men... all which attempts to
separate me from Your love... Your truth and overcoming power
within are removed and replaced with all the mind.... words
and power Christ has to offer as I choose to die to them. You enable
me.... us to receive Your ever increasing Spirit
within... which continually develops my faith in Who You are...
and have created me and others to Be .... as You reveal
through divinely orchestrated circumstances... YourSelf... You truths....
Your divine mysteries. Bless You! You gave me the understanding...
this is a necessary process... all of this ultimately causes us.... me
to be conformed to the image of the One called the 'firstborn'
from the dead.... Your only Begotten Son... Jesus the Christ.... Who's
mind ever renews the Spirit of my... our own mind.
The present understanding
Your Spirit has given me of the word Begotten is... One who never left
Jesus said.... " I and my
father are one"... This confounds our limited minds. Yet... as we
choose to keep our minds focused on Your Spirit and that which You
are imparting within as Your truth through the resurrected life of Your
Son... You discern for us how this is so. Thank
Having heard ... Jesus released
us..... me from the consequence of my sin ... separation from
You and Your love... death.... feeling forsaken by You.... and offers us.....
me in exchange ... an eternally loving relationship with You
as Your Daughter of a pure heart ... A Daughter of Destiny... One
of many Who would be raised as Your Own... One... as a part
of a whole... who is being prepared as a eternal companion
for Your son... ... having been born anew ... through an
awakening to Your Spirit within... and in our midst, as Your
Kingdom comes on earth... as it already exists in heaven.... I chose to
believe and receive Your truth as my own. All of this and much more... brings
forth a new life from within as my heart and mind is purified
... through union with Your pure heart and mind. This new life
within... this new creation I have become... has been enabled to
receive the power to overcome sin... and death through You and
Your revealed work at Calvary. Through Your union with us...
the power to stand in faith... as the Holy Spirit intercedes on
behalf of those in need of hearing ... receiving... and seeing
Your magnificent... majestic will for man ... to include myself, is
continually increased. Bless You.... May You ever be glorified...
and Your will be continually manifested... bringing much needed comfort and
joy.... and an increase of Your mighty power to those on earth.... as
it already exists where ever You are Present.
Thank You Father... for
allowing me to stand through faith... in agreement with Your
words... when You woke me from my time of resting... during Evelyn's
long labor process when the time came for Aaron David to be born ...
with the words, *'death shall not have this little
one'... You brought Aaron back from death ... as I travailed
in the Spirit with others ... watching ... filled with faith believing
Your revealed will when the time came to do so. Bless You for enabling
me to be part of such powerful experiences.... for enabling me to hear....
to believe.... to see death defeated on many levels .... through
Your power and eternal divine plan for man. Thank You that You have
allowed others to visit me from the beyond the grave... in multiple
ways... revealing to me experientially our Spirit does indeed continue
to exist when we leave this body as we currently know it. I do not
seek them out... You send them.... and each visit brings blessings of comfort
and joy.... and an ever increasing faith in the fulfillment of Your
promises to man. Praise Your holy name that others are
being given similar experiences and through them.... we can confirm... encourage
and comfort each other and those You bring into our lives...
with the comfort and revelations we have been given by You for
such purposes as this, according to Your divine plan for each of us.
Thank You that mortality
has put on immortality in and through the life and mind of Jesus....
the Christ. Thank You that Jesus is alive.... in Us ...
That Jesus... was... is.... and is coming again... and is Being revealed...
through the bride of Christ.... through Your family.... through the
words and multiple... myriads of ways You have ordained.
Thank You for the blessing of eternal life with You... and Your family.
Bless You father.... bless You!
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